Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ; 8:30 AM♥
2day wake up ard 9 den jiu giv laopo morn cal.. but laopo ask me morn cal her ard 8... haha.. sry sry.. me 2 tired liao.. haha.. den jiu go buy lunch 4 me n my mother...eat finish jiu go SCH le.. quite happy cuz laopo say she wan come find me ma.. haha.. den reach there ard 12.25 den go find ah jun... pei him go eat.. den wifey reach le.. meet her at the air con room.. den cuz of her i pon class.. -.- dunno rite or not leh.. but jus wan spend more time wif her.. haiz.. den slack till 5+ jiu pei wifey take bus 105 go home.. &&& 105 got reach wifey hse wor.. haha.. but the bus was damn slow la.. sian lor.. but i was not boring or sian cuz wifey is beside me.. haha.. i feel happy by looking at her lor.. lol.. me go crazy liao.. cuz of her.. haha.. den aft dat train bac 2 gombak den go 5head find pf jun n mf.. sian.. hp bat flat lor.. haha.. den jiu go home le.. blog agn tml~
laopo.. sry if i hurt u at times.. i really don wish 2 make u sad n unhappy de.. i feel dat i m such a failure.. haiz.. lastly hope can meet u tml.. haiz..
laopo.. sry if i hurt u at times.. i really don wish 2 make u sad n unhappy de.. i feel dat i m such a failure.. haiz.. lastly hope can meet u tml.. haiz..
Monday, May 19, 2008 ; 8:30 AM♥
haiz.. 2day v tired de lor.. go work den slp in train.. almost miss my station.. haha.. den stand there oso feel like slpin.. -.-.. den i use my break time 2 slp.. lol.. quite busy 2day la.. den the floor still like sticky de lor.. all ty 2 the stupid ppl ytd.. den i overselpt 4 my 2nd break.. lol... den aft work jiu home sweet home le..
haiz.. c ah jun so emo.. i oso become emo le.. hope things will change 4 the better.. don 1 2 c him so sad ba.. cheer up brother!!!
missing u like crazy~
loving u like crazy~
haiz.. c ah jun so emo.. i oso become emo le.. hope things will change 4 the better.. don 1 2 c him so sad ba.. cheer up brother!!!
missing u like crazy~
loving u like crazy~
Sunday, May 18, 2008 ; 9:14 AM♥
ytd my bday.. v happy.. laopo pei me celebrate my bday wor.. happy happy.. haha.. hope every yr my bday i hv u by my side~
2day work OKOK lor.. den got 1 v angry de thing.. a stupid cust split his or her bubble tea den nv tel us.. den some more is SWEET de ne.. fuck up la.. mop the floor like shit.. den closing time oso nid 2 mop the floor agn.. haiz.. toopid idiot.. den aft work go the pasar malam outside find the thing i wan buy but cant find leh.. sian.. haiz.. now so tired.. tml full shift.. blog agn tml..
2day work OKOK lor.. den got 1 v angry de thing.. a stupid cust split his or her bubble tea den nv tel us.. den some more is SWEET de ne.. fuck up la.. mop the floor like shit.. den closing time oso nid 2 mop the floor agn.. haiz.. toopid idiot.. den aft work go the pasar malam outside find the thing i wan buy but cant find leh.. sian.. haiz.. now so tired.. tml full shift.. blog agn tml..
Saturday, May 17, 2008 ; 9:11 AM♥
2day my birthday was quite happy la... but i feel abit sian... cuz i feel like i ps my brothers lor.. HAIZ.. SORRY..
Friday, May 16, 2008 ; 3:52 AM♥
SOBX SOBX.. WAD HAPPEN 2 ME SIA... haiz... last wk eye swollen... the day before injuried my leg... doctor say wad lingarments tear (dunno how 2 spell) den today SPRAIN MY HAND!!! now is pain de lor... cb.. left leg pain.. right hand pain.. pcb.. tis yr really fucking suay lor... haiz.. tml bday but i m NOT HAPPY at all la.. i nid some time 2 b alone... argh!!!!!!!!!!!
sry 2 giv u attitude.. but now i nid yr concern the most.. if u don say out.. how will i noe??? & plz don tel me nth when i jus wan 2 noe wad happen 2 u..yr voice sound so sad n yet u tel me nth happen.. haiz... jus wad happen 2 me la.. wtf... wad had i done 4 the past 17 yrs??? NTH.. haiz.. i feel like my life was getting more n more meaningless n i really HATE IT NOW... i really dunno wad is my aim n objective of my life??? i wonder wad will make me happy now?????? HAIZ...
sry 2 giv u attitude.. but now i nid yr concern the most.. if u don say out.. how will i noe??? & plz don tel me nth when i jus wan 2 noe wad happen 2 u..yr voice sound so sad n yet u tel me nth happen.. haiz... jus wad happen 2 me la.. wtf... wad had i done 4 the past 17 yrs??? NTH.. haiz.. i feel like my life was getting more n more meaningless n i really HATE IT NOW... i really dunno wad is my aim n objective of my life??? i wonder wad will make me happy now?????? HAIZ...
Thursday, May 15, 2008 ; 4:49 AM♥
2day nv go sch.. cuz wake up den leg v pain.. den jiu nv go le.. ard 11+ mummy cook noodles let me eat.. so sweet lor.. haha.. den ask pei feng n ming feng pei me go polyclinic go c doctor.. go in doctor ask me wad happen den tel him i play basketball den ganna my leg den he ask me lie down.. den he like wa.. stretch my leg up n down.. IS PAIN DE NOR~ den he oso say no bball in the future.. -.- LOL.. den i go take 2 days MC from him.. haha.. den c finish doctor walk bac 2 531 slack.. den cant control leg pain still go shoot ball.. haha.. but 4 a while only la den jiu home sweet home le.. 2day finally cut my finger nails le.. wa i keep till v long lor.. bu she de cut de but since u don like it.. so i cut lor.. haha.. den tml oso not gg sch.. but dunno got go work anot.. haiz.. 1 word 2 say.. UNLUCKY~
sry i make u angry agn 2day.. but i only play awhile nia.. den u sms me ask me go home i jiu go home le.. haiz.. me v guai de hor.. haha.. den now u angry agn..haiz.. i c the thing i cfm abit not happy de ma.. i noe i everytime like dat oso make u angry.. but i will try 2 change de.. i only noe if i c le i don angry means i don love u le.. so i now angry = i love u lots.. haiz.. but if u don like i will change k.. don angry k..
sry i make u angry agn 2day.. but i only play awhile nia.. den u sms me ask me go home i jiu go home le.. haiz.. me v guai de hor.. haha.. den now u angry agn..haiz.. i c the thing i cfm abit not happy de ma.. i noe i everytime like dat oso make u angry.. but i will try 2 change de.. i only noe if i c le i don angry means i don love u le.. so i now angry = i love u lots.. haiz.. but if u don like i will change k.. don angry k..
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ; 6:26 AM♥
haiz.. 2day unlucky day 4 me.. haiz.. by rite 2day don nid go sch cuz lesson cancel ma but still go bac 4 project.. but we at there tok cock more den we do project.. lol.. den aft dat we go down JP.. went there meet jun den go 531.. play basketball.. den i damn suay lor.. my injured my leg.. -.- but ah jun tel me is overstretched.. lol.. think will b fine aft a while ba.. aft bball we go 2 the gombak stadium behind tok cock wif jun, ming feng n tian jia.. haiz.. den in the end walk home like turtle.. so slow lor den so pain.. haiz.. unlucky day~
i m sry.. jus now is my friend tok 2 me cuz he wan ask me thing den u ask me go tok 2 my friend.. haiz.. cal u oso kup my phone.. haiz.. don u noe dat u r the person hu i nid most now??? but aft i read yr blog.. haiz.. i noe dat i will nv replace him in yr heart now.. the guy u miss is still him.. haiz.. suddenly feel like crying agn.. LOL.. ANDY DON CRY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm.. cry bcuz my leg pain cant huh??? HAIZ~ i only noe dat u will always be the ger inside my heart no matter wad happens.. haiz~ sad sad sad... sat my birthday le.. HAIZ~ the pain from my leg was equal 2 the pain from my heart.. haiz..
i m sry.. jus now is my friend tok 2 me cuz he wan ask me thing den u ask me go tok 2 my friend.. haiz.. cal u oso kup my phone.. haiz.. don u noe dat u r the person hu i nid most now??? but aft i read yr blog.. haiz.. i noe dat i will nv replace him in yr heart now.. the guy u miss is still him.. haiz.. suddenly feel like crying agn.. LOL.. ANDY DON CRY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm.. cry bcuz my leg pain cant huh??? HAIZ~ i only noe dat u will always be the ger inside my heart no matter wad happens.. haiz~ sad sad sad... sat my birthday le.. HAIZ~ the pain from my leg was equal 2 the pain from my heart.. haiz..
Sunday, May 11, 2008 ; 8:46 AM♥
&&& I WON'T GIV UP DE~
; 8:38 AM♥
2day work was ok.. wear hairband go work.. haha.. v cute de hor.. haha.. at lease 2day i hv a smile.. cuz she say smth 2 me.. haha.. den 2day wa.. my toopid collegue go trick me.. nabei.. haha.. den aft work jiu go home le.. den almost cant open the door.. haha..
hope dat u will really say it tml.. haiz.. i noe i m being selfish now.. but i hv no choice but 2 b selfish.. haiz.. plz 4giv my selfishness.. sry.. i hope my bday wish will come true.. if really come true.. it will b my best bday le.. ^^
hope dat u will really say it tml.. haiz.. i noe i m being selfish now.. but i hv no choice but 2 b selfish.. haiz.. plz 4giv my selfishness.. sry.. i hope my bday wish will come true.. if really come true.. it will b my best bday le.. ^^
Saturday, May 10, 2008 ; 8:33 AM♥
2day wake up.. eyes no much better.. still abit pain.. den go 2 workplace quite early.. oso dunno y.. haiz.. den went in shop.. the 1st thing i do is??? guess wad.. i go in storeroom n reserve 2 pair of G2B sandals.. 1 purple n 1 red.. lol.. so funny rite.. haiz.. jus bcuz she say she like it.. n i only wish 2 make her happy.. mayb giv her when i mit her nx time lor.. haiz.. work was kinda of unhappy.. oso dunno y... n cb lor.. hp bat flat.. tot dat shop got charger but in the end.. owyong bring bac cuz he got reservice.. haiz.. den me like ah siao.. go ard ask ppl 4 nokia charger but oso no ppl hv lor.. cb.. haiz.. den aft my 2nd break.. i was like fucking cold la..my hand like ice.. haiz.. falling sick soon.. i don wan sick la.. my bday coming liao den still sick.. cb.. _l_.. or mayb is love sick??? lol.. haiz.. den now so tired n hungry.. haiz.. sian ah~~~ tml nid work agn.. HAIZ...
i m sry.. my hp was really flat.. n i jus wan 2 show more concern 2 u.. but y mus u giv me attitude??? haiz.. think of so many things 2day.. everyday i hurt deeper n deeper.. all u say is.. i dunno.. haiz.. i don mean 2 force u..but i jus cant stop thinking of u.. suddenly i think dat my life was so meaningless WITHOUT U.. really dunno wad will i do if i were 2 lose u.. haiz.. i only wish 2 hv u in my life.. dats all.. is jus so simple but my wish cant come true.. why??? life is nv fair.. haiz.. i think my eye oso won recover le.. haiz.. all i can do now.. was 2 cry every nite.. haiz.. nvm la.. i m jus a fucking emo kia.. no happy at all.. only u can make me smile agn.. HAIZ~
currently HOME WAS JUS A PLCAE 4 ME 2 CRY EVERYNITE.
i m sry.. my hp was really flat.. n i jus wan 2 show more concern 2 u.. but y mus u giv me attitude??? haiz.. think of so many things 2day.. everyday i hurt deeper n deeper.. all u say is.. i dunno.. haiz.. i don mean 2 force u..but i jus cant stop thinking of u.. suddenly i think dat my life was so meaningless WITHOUT U.. really dunno wad will i do if i were 2 lose u.. haiz.. i only wish 2 hv u in my life.. dats all.. is jus so simple but my wish cant come true.. why??? life is nv fair.. haiz.. i think my eye oso won recover le.. haiz.. all i can do now.. was 2 cry every nite.. haiz.. nvm la.. i m jus a fucking emo kia.. no happy at all.. only u can make me smile agn.. HAIZ~
currently HOME WAS JUS A PLCAE 4 ME 2 CRY EVERYNITE.
Friday, May 9, 2008 ; 9:59 AM♥
wa.. 2day wake up my eye damn swollen lor.. cant even open ah.. den like 1 line only.. still pain pain de.. haiz.. so bo bian mus cal my manager tel her dat i cant go work.. but tml mus work.. haiz.. dunno can anot.. hope will recover by tml.. den 2day got structured programming de lab test.. lucky i noe how 2 do wor.. haha.. aft dat math agn.. haiz.. den finish sch jiu go home.. bath, change den go amk hub.. den go bac 531 ard 8 den till 11.. haiz
2day mayb was my happiest n oso saddest day.. haiz.. when u sms him.. i jiu got abit don like le. but wad can i do.. cuz i m kor.. he is stead.. HAIZ.. i really hate the word kor now.. even if the whole world change.. my love 4 u will still remain.. really wish dat the time will stop at dat v sec.. think i will go crazy soon.. jus cant stop thinking of u every min every sec.. haiz.. now my bday wish is simple.. JUS WAN 2 BE WIF U~
2day mayb was my happiest n oso saddest day.. haiz.. when u sms him.. i jiu got abit don like le. but wad can i do.. cuz i m kor.. he is stead.. HAIZ.. i really hate the word kor now.. even if the whole world change.. my love 4 u will still remain.. really wish dat the time will stop at dat v sec.. think i will go crazy soon.. jus cant stop thinking of u every min every sec.. haiz.. now my bday wish is simple.. JUS WAN 2 BE WIF U~
Thursday, May 8, 2008 ; 5:48 AM♥
2day sch was avg lor.. haiz.. so sian.. my eye so pain.. but the funny thing is.. ah jun oso tel me his eye oso pain.. lol.. n mine was the right eye.. his was left.. haha.. we hv the same illness.. LOL. haiz.. sch work was like so diao~ like everything i oso dunno.. really mus study le.. come poly cant slack le.. no 1 2 blame lor.. only can blame myself.. haiz.. toopid me.. wad m i thinking??? ARGH~~~
love u more n more each day.. haiz.. dunno wad shld i do now... keep saying love u was useless.. if u r willing 2 giv me a chance.. i will surely prove it 2 u de.. but dunno if i hv the chance anot.. HAIZ~
love u more n more each day.. haiz.. dunno wad shld i do now... keep saying love u was useless.. if u r willing 2 giv me a chance.. i will surely prove it 2 u de.. but dunno if i hv the chance anot.. HAIZ~
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ; 9:50 AM♥
sry wor.. so long nv blog.. haha.. 2day sch was relaxing agn.. cuz is a wed ma.. haha.. blehx.. aft sch do project awhile.. den train 2 amk.. go mit eunice,ady,shirly,mak,ming play badminton at cheng san CC.. wa.. the mak so pro lor.. haha.. make me run like fuck.. lol.. den c ppl play bball outside den gian tio.. haha.. feel like playing oso.. so play 3v3.. me, mak n eunice.. -.- lucky is lose by 1 ball ah.. haha.. me zhun ka.. lol.. den aft dat go amk hub.. watch iron man.. haha.. quite nice la.. haha.. den v happi.. lol.. home sweet home..
emo'ing' now.. haiz.. the ger i love most was other ppl de le.. haiz..
emo'ing' now.. haiz.. the ger i love most was other ppl de le.. haiz..
Sunday, May 4, 2008 ; 9:39 AM♥
2day was another tired day.. haiz.. sales reach 9k.. but early in the morn alr no mood le.. so 2day work was like hell.. sian la.. oso no mood le... blog agn tml.. haiz..
asked me 2 wait but in the end.. WAD HAPPEN??? haiz.. nvm la.. alr noe dat it will happen like tis le.. like i say.. I HATE WAITING... still say no bf.. ghost believe meh.. aiya.. wadeva u say la.. not gg 2 care anymore le.. but my heart was bleeding no stop.. crying no stop..
asked me 2 wait but in the end.. WAD HAPPEN??? haiz.. nvm la.. alr noe dat it will happen like tis le.. like i say.. I HATE WAITING... still say no bf.. ghost believe meh.. aiya.. wadeva u say la.. not gg 2 care anymore le.. but my heart was bleeding no stop.. crying no stop..
Saturday, May 3, 2008 ; 10:08 AM♥
haiz.. 2day work like dog but only 8k.. haiz.. n mood was fuck up oso.. haiz.. or shall i say mood had nv been gd since ytd.. HAIZ...
when i c yr blog.. i shio agn.. haiz.. sotong octopus sibo??? change yr name 2 bitch n bastard la.. make ppl du lan ah.. cb.. dat time say wad if i sincere sure will wait.. den wad happen now.. pcb.. _l_ .. ccb.. FUCKING BITCH..
when i c yr blog.. i shio agn.. haiz.. sotong octopus sibo??? change yr name 2 bitch n bastard la.. make ppl du lan ah.. cb.. dat time say wad if i sincere sure will wait.. den wad happen now.. pcb.. _l_ .. ccb.. FUCKING BITCH..
Friday, May 2, 2008 ; 8:31 AM♥
FUCKING SHIO NOW.. CFM 100% SHIO AH.. CCB.. I NOE U NOW GOT STEAD I CANT DO ANYTHING.. BUT PLZ LA HOR.. DON COME STEP 1 INNOCENT INFRONT OF ME LA HOR.. KNNPCB.. GOT STEAD GOT STEAD LA.. BIG FUCK MEH??? HATE PPL HU LIE.. PCB.. NOW U HAPPY LE LA HOR.. I M LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT INFRONT OF U.. HAPPY??? FUCK OFF LA.. DON EVER COME 2 531 LA.. CCB.. PCB.. KNN
